I wanna feel pain…..

I feel so incomplete, gusto kong makaramdam ng pain
                                                                                     – Nikkei

    Hindi ko alam kong dala lang ng kabangagan ko ( gising ako for 34 straight hours!), pero pinatulan ko ang kalaliman ng usapan namin na to!

    Inabot kami ng curfew sa Sunken, yung tipong tinataboy na kami ng mga security…  eto yung chika!

Nikkei: Gusto kong mag-invest!
Van: Ha?
Nikkei: Gusto kong mag-invest ng emotion sa isang tao! Tapos, gusto kong masaktan! Gusto kong ma-in-love ng todo todo…. pero ayokong mahalin ako pabalik!
Van: Whoa! Ano yun? Ouch! Nagpaparinig ka no?!
Nikkei: Look! How are you? Are you OK? Masaya ka ba?
Van: Uhmmmm… hinde! Bakit?
Nikkei: When was the last time you cried? As in iyak na todo-todo! Hinde yung iyak dahil napagbintangang magnanakaw ang anak ni Maricel Soriano sa pelikula.
Van: Mga… 5 months ago ng na-terminate yung teammate ko!
Nikkei: Bakit ka umiyak?!
Van: Dahil na-terminate siya!
Nikkei: See! Ganun ka pa rin! You cry for other people but you dont even cry for yourself!
Van: So?
Nikkei: Van, …kailangan natin ng pain! Kaya hindi ka happy! Kaya hinde tayo happy!
Van: Nik! Pain?! I am feeling that everyday!
Nikkei: I know! Wala ka pang bagong love-life dahil sobrang closed ang emotion mo sa isang tao lang! For the record, since highschool pa yan! Hindi na constant and nararamdaman mong pain for that person! May love-life na siya, naiyakan mo na! If you wud think about that person I am sure na hinde ganun ka-painful like you felt before.
Van: Oo nga no?
Nikkei: Van it's about time!Move on!You move in 2 different worlds now!Nakuha mo?
Van: Hinde!
Nikkei: Tingnan mo sarili mo! This is exactly not what you have dreamed of 3 years ago habang nangangarap ka sa taas ng puno ng duhat!Try to remember what you were and what you have accomplished back in college noong intense pa ang pain mo towards that person!
Van: Oh My God! OO nga noh! I was way too productive nung college trying to get through the pain…
Nikkei: Gagah! OA ka! Hinde ka ganun ka-productive! Bagsak ang mga Econ subjects mo! You were doing great on things that you like! You were in pain! You are not completely happy but you are complete!
Van: Oh my God ulit! We dont need to be happy to be complete! Being happy wont make me happy! My Gaz! Kailangan ko nga talagang masaktan!
Nikkei: Korek! fall in LOVE! Give LOVE! Ubusin mo lahat!Hayaan mo uling masaktan ka!
Van: E paano kung mahalin ako pabalik!?
(at dito na kami nagka-problema)
Nikkei: Bili tayong YOSI!
Van: Tara!